I had just come back from work and was chatting with one of my good friends, and we started the conversation as “I am getting so bored”. That’s where I kept pondering what’s wrong with me, how much so ever I do, why the feeling of contentment never seep within and my mind kept wandering around searching for words in my vocabulary to express.
So..here it goes….
Sometimes I wonder once I am home, why I keep counting the moments.
Haven’t I done enough for the day? Wasn’t it significant?
The sensation of being dissatisfied keeps coming back to me every time
I keep wondering what is missing that would make me fine
The endless wish list keeps haunting me at night
I am so tired seeing my heart and mind at constant fight
Should I wait anticipating that something great would happen?
Or should I grab the time and make it happen?
Completely aware that I am capable of either of the options
But I would prefer to keep that “Anticipation” part for adoption
There is so much to complete to justify to my actual desires
Feel like challenging time not to dictate upon when I should retire
The more I waste, the more I still have in my hand
But it doesn’t define the phase when I would leave this land
So..here it goes….
Sometimes I wonder once I am home, why I keep counting the moments.
Haven’t I done enough for the day? Wasn’t it significant?
The sensation of being dissatisfied keeps coming back to me every time
I keep wondering what is missing that would make me fine
The endless wish list keeps haunting me at night
I am so tired seeing my heart and mind at constant fight
Should I wait anticipating that something great would happen?
Or should I grab the time and make it happen?
Completely aware that I am capable of either of the options
But I would prefer to keep that “Anticipation” part for adoption
There is so much to complete to justify to my actual desires
Feel like challenging time not to dictate upon when I should retire
The more I waste, the more I still have in my hand
But it doesn’t define the phase when I would leave this land
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