Shades of SILENCE!

Silence is actually lack of sound, but in true means if U seek it within…its speak volumes.

Words have their own limitations, it’s the way of communication but the most profound way of actually heeding others is in silence. A true prayer can be heard in silence, a child speaks in silence, care is felt in silence, love is shared in silence…Absolutely without using the words. Faith, trust, belief gets affirmed when U choose to hear silence.

Acquiring silence when other is angry pacifies but the same silence kills when an answer is to be heard.

Feeling silence within gives you direction in balancing the life, but the same is considered frighten cowardness if one is not able to stand by your convictions and speak his mind when required.

Using this immense powerful tool actually establishes your character. One can use this in a constructive way and bringing every living thing closer and can also be used in a destructive manner by just being a spectator.

As it has an equal power of healing and connecting, it also has an equal power of breaking and leaving permanent scars which may not be healed.

One always has a CHOICE to make..so either U can build a strong rooted relationship or U can destroy the existing ones. Be honest and go ahead and make that one choice, cause whatever U choose will portray your character which will lay the foundation of your destiny.  

The CHOICE is yours!!

I met you before we actually meet

Sometimes I listen to my heart
Sometimes I listen to my brain
Sometimes am so confused that am completely drained…

That’s the point when I need you
To be with me and make me realize
That I can face the hardship and I don’t need to flee…

I crave to be with you to make a better world
The world which is within us, which is our true self 
Am looking for that supporting hand that will encourage me to be bold…

I know I have to learn a lot and improve 
But you can make it easy by being with me, cause 
In front you I have nothing to prove...

We complement each other 
We will learn and make our tough journey feel better 
We are together beyond all times and years 
We are with each other in all smiles and tears…

There is something beyond me…there is something beyond you… 
Let’s come and experience together… 
Explore each other…develop each other… 
Beyond lives…within this life…

Something that belongs to ME

It started with ME…

With a feeling…of being loved

Then it became hope…of being loved forever

And then I expressed it through my words…for being together

There started the story of my tear…

I then realized…it started with ME and not US…

I realized the fine line which made the difference of a life…

I realized there is nothing which would last forever…

The more I realized…the more I was closer to reality…

And it ripped me apart…but I learnt which lead me to indemnity

This made me stand unaccompanied but firm …

The expectation of having the one who can love me forever is ME….

And now… it still starts with ME but it also ends with ME

We keep on wandering around seeking love and attention forgetting ourselves …

Love thy soul…

The loneliest person is the one who leaves oneself alone…

LIVE!!

Written long time back..but whenever i read it...i get inspired :)

In different stages of life… what are we intending to do.

Getting entangled and finding ways towards liberty…
A question unanswered...
Are we living…
 
There is something in me that insists to be ME…
There is something which allows me to be what others want me to be…
The conflict of two different personalities within cant be seen…
But are we living…  
 
Going thro every phase I evolve as a different being, containing some resemblance to the previous one.
Yet holding few of them...exploring new avenues...believing to reach a destination.
A desire to acquire ...a desire of submission….
 But are we living…
 
A life given... is worth living…
An opportunity given… is worth achieving...
An obstacle approaching…is worth overcoming
Live your emotions...failures, achievements, regression, obstacles...everything
LIVE… YOURSELF...

My Beautiful Mind!

I often talk about my dreams. Be it having my own house, my family, my time, my kids, my movie..etc. But I get so busy in achieving the so called dream that I start forgetting “ME”.




Dream is just a part of me..a reflection of me. It has originated from me and I twill end with me. In this entire rut, I wan to remind myself that if I am able to conquer myself, am achieving my dream. If I am able to channelize myself, my energy, my emotions am on my way to my dream.



For me DREAM is Dare to Realize the Essence to Achieve Myself..




Does it require guts..Oh yes it does..cause its like I am standing naked in front of me. I cannot avoid, escape or neglect myself which has made me reach this stage. The journey has begun to create myself and I am no longer waiting to discover my self. I am rebuilding myself and this time I knowingly dare to choose what I want to be…



The journey starts with ME and ends with ME..but it leaves a reflection of beautiful ME to be remembered and cherished for years to come through memories :)

It started....

I had written this long back and forgotten..but readin it today makes so much sense..so here it goes.

It started with a feeling…and then turned on being hope….which gave birth to thoughts…and I could express it as words….
Later I realized that this became my DREAM…

And the journey started with some conflicts between doubts and belief…One day I got fed up of doubts and chose to believe in myself and move ahead thinking that am capable of achieving what I dream.

The journey became tougher, as many came to make me believe that this can only be dream and real picture is different…

M still on the journey…will write again once I have achieved it.

The award doesn’t matter which U get once successful ….what actually matters is how U evolved as a person in the process of achieving it :)

HAPPY??? DIWALI

Early morning when I was on my way to the temple (not that I go everyday..but sometimes ) instead of breathing the fresh air I was taking in the polluted air, the fumes of crackers. It was the most disturbed morning, cause there was no peace around. I saw a puppy who got lost and searching for his mother…not sure if his hearing capacity is still the same. These animals have sensitive organs and the kind of noise we generate can actually make them deaf and blind.

What are we doing guys…is this a constructive festival or the destructive one. Indian being Indians...would like to imbibe the so called Sanskar in their children..but they will never stop them or teach them not to pollute the environment.

What are we creating for the next generation…an infertile land…polluted air and contaminated water.. but who cares…

Guys…what are we heading towards…the diwali for the coming generations wont be happy if we really are taking our environment seriously. Let’s consider the lives of other creatures apart from our family members. Human is actually a selfish animal but the only thing which imparts him is his understanding capability.

I hope my concern is understood by now. Have a Happy and Safe Diwali.

Global Warming

Venus Vs Earth...The competition is ON
(Venus is considered to be the hottest planet, but earth will beat this planet one day )

Global warming…you can ignore it, but you definitely can’t avoid it.
Increased pollution, unaware society, ignorant attitude… what goes has to come back. The day will soon arrive which would take us all in a situation where everyone would prefer to live in boat house. People are not ready to leave their comfort zone, because they are so used to it without even realizing what is coming ahead.
Greenhouse gases (CO2, CH4, CFC’s) -- major contributors for warming up are extracted by coal based power plants, vehicles, aerosols & through agriculture.
Even though we have alternatives in place…like using CFL bulbs, having a group journey instead of using one vehicle per individual, Ban on aerosols (which have CFC’s), gas cylinders instead of petrol & using biodiesel fuels. The scientists are working upon more to find a enhanced solution but will time favor us?
The educated crowd is definitely aware of the increasing problem, but anyone implementing the remedies…one out of ten.
It’s not only the awareness which is required also its time for implementation of certain rules through our government on the citizens irrespective of any class and creed. Rules which have proper justification which would make people understand the reason to follow them. The people, who understand will follow it in their daily life but the ones who doesn’t understand it will also follow in their daily life because it’s a RULE.
Following are few with justification:
· Buses running on biodiesel fuels or LPG— no greenhouse gases emitted
· CFL instead of incandescent bulbs—will help government not to produce any more coal based power plants (which emits huge amounts on CO2) to meet the electricity demands.
· Perfumes instead of deodorants—pressurized cans have CFC’s.
· Car Pooling—the average pollution per person will be reduced.
· Switching to HC refrigerators instead of HFC refrigerators – HFC134a refrigerant has the high global warming potential. Ask the refrigerator companies to switch to HC technology
The fight goes on between manhood & nature, but we have to remember one thing that …If it’s a fight…One has to win…You can be against nature & get destroyed OR be with nature & be safe…
The choice is yours!!

Bhul Bhulaiya

Its been like 2 days that am a little relaxed on work front, but also bad on physical front. I have become old quite soon. I can understand the pain of Om Prakash’s knees, I can also understand the majburi of bhudi ma in Amar Akbar Anthony, I can understadn the feeling of annoyed Nargis in Mother India too..
Well..its not that bad as I projected.
Sometimes when you are asking for someone’s help and you get a teedha javab like Kurkure, then am forced to think (yea..this is different from gravitational force)…why such people are around me…to help me or to confuse me more????
Recently when I wanted to visit my Bhabhi’s place (somewhere near swargate), to play with my CHINTU (My Prince) I asked my bro to tell me the way. Check this out
Me: Dada! Kidar se aana hai (sitting on my Dhanno in Chandni dopahar)
Da: Sudharshan Chowk pahuch jaana, waha se left le lena. Ek khamba dhikega, take a right. Phir ek diwaar pe JO JO (god knows which multinational brand is this) ka add hai, wha se bhi right lene. Phir tuze samaz aa jayega – MEN can never change…
Me (with an expression as if Ostrich had given a hen’s egg ): Mein samaz gai.
Trust me I obediently followed the route but landed up in some slums. And when I called my bro again
Me: Dada, kya rasta bataya hai. Yaha pe kuch nahi hai. Pata nahi kaha aa gai hu.
Da: Kidar hai tu?
Me: Yaha koi ganesh ji ka open air mandir hai. Under construction building hai. Geeta beauty parlour hai. Pappu pan ka shop hai. Rasta bekar hai. Log ajeeb se hai. Badbu aa rahi hai. Nange bache hai. AUR MEIN HU…
Pagal…kidar bhej diya tune. Ek address thi se nahi bata sakta. Kaise ban gaya mera bhai. Baap ban gaya hai, lekin akkal bikul nahi... aise kaise……..WOMEN can never change
Da: Mein aa raha hu…
Well…this was my bro and me...we just love each other

B15 Kanhaiya Classic days!!

These were my days..my life..absolutely the way i wanted to. Who says you dont get what you are looking out for.
Kya din the...suruvat chai banane se raat to khana khane tak...whats there in B15 kanhaiya classic ke vasiyo ke deemag mein? We all are foodoholics aur jam ke khana kahne ke baad "pet tight ho gaya" - everyday's scene.


Late night movies..Cant forget the German movie, that too on my birthday. after 20 minutes we releazied that its a German movie (why did the director chose an english name). I was dozing and asking the story in between and disturbing others.
The best part that we all four feel in the movie is the RASTRA GAAN. Too good!!


Daru party...red wine se bhi tun ho sakte hai...jis din bhagwanji ko yaad karna chahiye..usi din bahut mann karta hai. God also must be thinking "ghor kalyug hai...bhai"
Terrific movies at home...Vivaah, Bal Brahmachari, Tehzeeb...etc etc. We love seeing flop movies


Fashion show...sab ke kapde sale mein lagale toh acchi kamai ho jaye..the only thing which was not manageble was my cupborad. My clothes are like rebellians..jaise ki kapat (cupboard) kholo, sab ke sab mujhpe tut padte hai..grrrr....
office jaane se pehle "mein kya pehnu"..maximum grey cells were utilized during morning time :)


Household work..if our chaya aunty didnt come, tab toh beta lag gai!!! a wig can be made, with the kind of hairfall we had.


Photo sessions...sab bada nautanki kaun? In all poses..in every corner of our home. We are the rocking stars!!Discussions...the censored part ;)


Activities...we made paintings, rakhis, diyas, candles, celebrated achivements & birthdays, went for shopping, scolded each other, cribbed about each other, had loads of cold wars, we danced, we loved, we hated, we cried, we laughed, we argued, had our shares of ups and downs..soemtimes felt round and round, gyan bato sessions....MADE TONES OF MEMORIES!!!


And then we became FRIENDS FOREVER...thats all what matters...Whenever i'll look back in my life, this phase will always make me smile :)