This word brings more of anticipation, hope, confusion and anxiety. Sometimes there is some kind of turmoil which occupies my mind and just doesn’t leave me until am completely drained off.
In general, everyone says.. live for today, what if there is no tomorrow, life is being in the moment then why does it happen that we keep disturbing ourselves thinking about “what next”
Honestly ...what is next?
Am I gonna be the same person as I was, or someone better or someone worse...I have no idea. As I see around I keep pondering over why we look for some sort of escape upon not to face “what next”. Hands tremble, heart beats faster as you try to avoid facing it…relentlessly. The so called ‘Next’ can be better, best or worst. Whatever it may be, it’s gonna be yours cause it’s you had been shaping it in the past then why resist it now? Resistance will hurt like water gets shattered when it hits the barrier but is always calm when you allow it to flow.
On the contrary, the mystery of something that is already chosen, something that is already meant for will be revealed in ‘what next’. The point is even though it seems like dark cave, even though there is no light, even though nothing is clear, even though you are scared you gotta keep moving.
All that I feel is what we have lived so far is gone and what’s coming is life. I am with you only till tomorrow and I wish to say this every passing day until there is no tomorrow. For me life is living with you until next day. Just one more day.
