Emotional Riots!!

Remember 26/11 Mumbai attack, 9/11 world trade center attack, German bakery blast…We are bound to remember these dates as they did kill so many innocent people around and most importantly they were the headlines in every news channel. Every house was discussing upon how bad the world has become. How can they kill innocent people…how can their conscience allow them to do such slaughter…doesn’t their hands tremble while killing the people who are just like them…Damn these terrorists…


I realized that … there is a terrorist in each one of us, not that we go and kill people randomly with the AK47 but it’s through our words and actions. And the best part about it is….the damage happens and no one comes to know about it…there is no headlines…no media publicity..but the mark so deep and painful that it remains beyond life. Has anyone imagined how Ur action and reaction can be stronger than a weapon…Ask a person who is dumped by one whom he loved more than himself…ask a mother when she is rejected by her own child…ask the one who had a blind faith and is stabbed from behind…ask the one whose trust is shattered that it becomes difficult to trust own self…ask the one who was promised to be always there and is left alone with confusion, doubts, discontentment, anger…they are just the ingredients for being an emotional bomb.


The thoughts allowed to linger in this mind, the words spoken by this mouth, deeds done by these hands…are responsible for making an emotional person.
One being emotional or surrounded by emotional people is blessing in disguise …because E-motion is nothing but "Energy in Motion"…but the question to be asked is "Are U emotionally strong or emotionally weak?"


The circumstances changes the person, but watch out are U being a circumstance in anyone else’s life…are U the challenge in anyone’s life…is it U because of which there is anger in some one’s eyes…is it U? How can U kill someone’s dreams, how does your conscience allow to do such disaster…Didn’t your heart tremble while slaughtering others wishes which are just like yours…Damn U terrorists…


Let’s just take a small step towards stopping these emotional riots, cause in the end, what goes around comes back to you. It’s just a small effort to be a little nice and compassionate for the living beings around. Even if one tried to be a true human…it shall help. Let’s not contribute in making an human emotional bomb cause whenever it blasts, it hurts everyone ...including U.

A beautiful DEATH!!

Everyone around me struggling to have a beautiful and content life..not that I am someone different and not planning things to have a better living but an a contrary I can’t stop thinking about having a beautiful DEATH.


It doesn’t mean that I stop myself living, it means that I live as if there is no tomorrow. I am in a hurry to feel and experience what this so called journey called LIFE has to offer me.


When things got screwed up…I often said “I don’t deserve it, this shouldn’t have happen to me. It’s just not worth coming in my life”. It’s now I realize that everything is worth it, it’s worth coming in my time and passing by. Now its just me who can feel ashamed, guilt and regret upon whatever happened or I choose to say “Its an experience, where I came closer to reality to understand that it’s not meant for me, so lemme try something else”


If I let my imagination go bizarre … I see myself smiling when I am taking my last breadth. It shall be the flash of all experiences in a fast forward way and I shall be thankful to myself to giving that chance to myself to go ahead and explore. It doesn’t matter whether others make me feel successful or not…cause when I die I shall be alone and its only me who is the best judge upon the way I lived my life. Others judgement will be negligible.

I am actually living on the edge of LIFE…

because I know whatever I shall receive beyond it will be accepted with a smiling soul

My Recent Realization!!

I often said..why did U do that, if I would be U then I will never do this to any person. Sounds familiar?
I always used to be confused upon what am I doing, is this really meant for me? Is there something else for me? How should I find it? What should I do to find it? Mind clouded with questions and more questions without a single light of answer. ...Sounds familiar?
My recent realization....
Its only when I accept others not behaving like ME...I learn to be detached. When I reject the expectations...I become ME, completely aware and thus no one can make me happy or depress. No one can become so important to take control over my emotions.


I now realize that difference between skill and role. I was too busy developing the skills but forgot what my role is


A combination of complete awareness, acceptance of what I am and detaching myself from expectations..I make myself free from being in arena of right and wrong.


I work what I am supposing to work...with complete devotion and integrity.


There is no other satisfactory feeling other than being devoted...its giving more than what U can. Loosing myself to something...is where I shall find myself.


So..I am devoted to my self..my life... and I say to myself  “I will make U so happy that even if tears come close to U they too start smiling being in your eyes”.

Its something UNPREDICTABLE, but at the end its RIGHT...Hope U had the time of the LIFE:)... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aDSUl5diOOo

Mail Box or Thought Box

I see my mind like a outlook mailbox. We keep on receiving and sending so much of information that we hardly can keep a track. I wish I would record my thoughts and my experiences, so that I could refer anytime. Next time I happen to meet God..I shall help him prepare a software which could do that, but I would need so many approvals from higher officials here as well :P. If this get approved and implemented, life would have been so much simpler for entire humanity. A quick analysis on excel, playing with some numbers and there U go…U have a solution..U know where the discrepancy lies and now HOW to rectify it is the only challenge.
Most of times I don’t understand WHAT to be done, so understanding HOW to achieve doesn’t come into picture at all.


Let’s just see..what my Thought box says…
My Inbox…it’s the collection of received data which we allow to seep in, but until and unless we make an effort to delete some unwanted data, we cannot receive further. It will say your inbox is full. I should constantly make an effort to remove the unwanted clutter which are hampering my growth..negativity, unwanted people, painful experiences etc. Keep making space and lemme prepare myself to explore more …Empty your inbox :)


My Drafts are the pending duties or dreams which are basically in my wishful periphery. I am just procrastinating and ignoring them giving more reasons and excuses upon how everything is stopping me to go ahead. I need to find more time beyond what nature has given me (24 hrs) to do that, which is not possible :P. I gotta ensure that I complete them before it’s too late. I am stopping or controlling them, because of some fear of failure, rejection, attachment or maybe I don’t know to whom this belongs to. It just needs one click of a thought to send the information to the universe, but it takes some great amount of guts. Just need to let go and be detached :)


My Sent items..Ahh!! they are too many much more than my inbox (mind U..am a girl). That’s just our reactions to what we have received. I tend to react more than what actually exists. I need to Strike a balance between both. That’s where peace lies..I think so :)


My Outbox..are the unanswered prayers, which was meant for someone, but could not get through. Either their Inbox is full or they just don’t exist. They goes in the list of “It’s not meant to be”. It’s the most painful spot as I keep wondering why…but I don’t get any answer. I just don’t have any control over it. So they lie there and I sometimes visit them to say Hello :)